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Hello lethargy, my old friend


I feel so uninspired lately. By god is it a shitty feeling.

I've been poorly, which sucks, but it's meant I've had plenty of time at home and ample opportunity to sit down and write. Yet I've not put pen to paper once in the last few weeks. My notebooks are well and truly gathering dust. And I'll be honest with you the only reason my fingers have even skimmed the keyboard in the last 24 hours is to type How I met your mother unseen bloopers into YouTubes search engine.

Sometimes I get these feelings like I'm meant to be doing something more.
Like I'm wasting time and I'm missing out on life's big purpose. But then that's ridiculous, because life's only purpose is for us to exist, surely? I'm not religious. I certainly don't think god put us here for a specific reason. But I can't shake the feeling lately that I'm missing the bigger picture.

It's both frosty and foggy today. Low to the ground can hardly see your shoes when you glance down kind of fog. My favourite weather to shoot in. It's 9am. James has a day off and Lily is safely ensconced at nursery. We could so easily jump in the car and drive to the moors this morning. Walk to the top and take pictures. Let Archer see the view for the first time. It could be wonderful.

But I'll be damned if I'm moving off the sofa today.

I have no energy. I'm so lethargic and everythings muted. I really need to give my head wobble. 


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2 comments

  1. Sometimes we just need a day (or more!) of not doing anything. Rest up and give yourself a break x

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  2. Oh lovely! I use to feel the same but now I just think heck if I keep me and the kids alive today than that is good enough for me. Sometimes you do just need to be doing .. nothing, xx

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