A few photos of late + an explanation

So you may or may not have noticed that I've been rather quiet on here and over on YouTube of late. I'd like to say this is something that's going to change in the near future but honestly I'm not really sure whether it is or not. All I know is that right now I have lost any faith I had in the universe, I'm so full of anger and rage and I just have very little desire to sit down and write when I'm feeling this way. Mostly for fear of what will come out on the page.

It all sounds very ominous I know but it's not something I'm ready to talk about yet and I dont know if I ever will be. But when something devestating happens to you and your loved ones it makes you realise whats important and that's spending time - actual physical time in the present with the ones you care about more than anything else in the world.

& So blogging is taking a back seat. For now. Because I just can't write from the heart when my heart is shattered into a million and one pieces.

I will still be posting here and there. I have collab posts that I have a duty to forfill, and I will - along with some scheduled posts and perhaps the odd post here and there when things don't feel quite so bleak. But until I get my faith back, there's going to be much more silence on here from me in the coming months and any posting routine will be out of the window.

I can only apologise for the poor explanation and hope that this can at least go some way in explaining my absence lately.

On a warmer note, here are a few pictures from the last few weeks. Most are from Autumn walks and Lily's birthday. Lily turned 4 at the end of October and although I didn't get chance to write the post I wanted I still have some photos from the day. It was a lovely day and we spent it at Forbidden Corner in Leybourne. As you can probably tell from the photograph Archer adored the balloons. I think we'll just get him a bunch of balloons for his birthday haha.

I love Autumn photography and I'm going to be sad to see the warm colours go that's for sure.